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So Much Better Now00:48 Nov 08 2006
Times Read: 827
Turn your cheek and look away,
After you wiped my tears away,
Just one more kiss, one more touch,
Forget it, it wouldn’t be enough.
Too much to ask to go back to those nights,
Giggles and laughter,
Finding spots of pleasure
Hiding in each other’s arms,
So safe and sound knowing you were by my side.
Now I quiet my whimpers and admit I’m bitter
The pain you caused cannot be forgiven.
I can’t look away and can’t go back,
Something is missing in my life,
That safety I knew that left too soon,
Will I be able to save myself before I bleed again?
Can I be saved at all before it is too late?
I hope I can before I disappear from everyone’s life.
I follow the ray of light I seen for quite some time,
Offering his help for no price and holding me in my sleep,
Will I leave him wipe my tears as I weep?
I hide in his arms even as I write this…
Yet, I hold back my tears just the same.
No weaknesses let out,
But tears make you stronger, not the other way around.
Turn your cheek and look away,
I promise I am better then that day,
No blades in my mind to cut the sanity I have left,
No more lies swimming through my body, destroying me.
I am better now as I am moving on,
Leaving the old life behind and running to the safety of one’s arms.
I have recovered mostly from that damage, nothing but scars are left now,
Leaving their marks for an eternity of all time.
Something old missing, and yet something new found
Substituting one, which is better for the other that is worse.
I am better now without you in my life
I am better with one instead of the other,
As it should have been before.
But, trust me, I am far better now.
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Not Your's23:16 Nov 06 2006
Times Read: 832
*This was originally written on October 11, 2006 but I put off placing it in my journal for other reasons.*
Burn in hell,
Rot in pieces
Die, bitch, die!
I gave them to him,
You took them from him
Burn, bitch, burn!
You think you’re better…
Better than me…
Sorry, bitch, you’re worse!
Deceitful ways,
Hateful lies,
Backstabbing beyond belief,
I hope you can deal,
Cause now their your’s
Better hope you can carry the weight!
You’re both a lost cause,
I thought I’d never see
Yet I’m looking at it now!
You won’t get them,
Not from me!
So say your prayers,
Hope you’re worth saving
And kiss your ass goodbye!
Hateful thoughts and ill wishing,
They’re coming your way now!
Better prepare and say those prayers,
They may save you somehow!
Hide under the bed,
It won’t protect you!
Nothing can save you now!
Hide all you want,
Pretend I’m not here,
But I refuse to leave now!
I came to do something,
To get something back,
Give and I leave…
Yet you refuse
Look down as you die,
Where you belong,
And where you’re going now!
Didn’t whimper those prayers,
Like I said…
Looks like God turned his back on you now!
I’ll still tuck you in,
As you still beg
Die, bitch, die!
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